dear, ...

hey .

i hear a buzzing in my head. i can't think, it's too loud. there' s too many thoughts, none making sense.

you don't understand how i feel, or why i do it. you're the only one i can take it out on because you're the only one i know will ALWAYS come back.

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hey .

i wish you were here. but you're not. like usual.

i wish you gave a fuck.

sometimes i really don't understand you.

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hey .

i'm sorry

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hey .

you're beautiful and i hate that you can't see that. don't give in.

you will always be good enough, that voice is nothing.

but i guess i shouldn't be talking.

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hey .

tell me if you understand it, because i sure don't.