Saturday, July 10, 2010

dear, ...

hey .
i hear a buzzing in my head. i can't think, it's too loud. there' s too many thoughts, none making sense.
you don't understand how i feel, or why i do it. you're the only one i can take it out on because you're the only one i know will ALWAYS come back.


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hey .
i wish you were here. but you're not. like usual.
i wish you gave a fuck.
sometimes i really don't understand you.


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hey .
i'm sorry


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hey .
you're beautiful and i hate that you can't see that. don't give in.
you will always be good enough, that voice is nothing.
but i guess i shouldn't be talking.


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hey .
tell me if you understand it, because i sure don't.

Monday, January 18, 2010

january

all anyone wants is to be happy, carefree, no worries
yet we tear each other apart, hurting someone new every day







"it was so happy in the beginning...you just never know"
but i DO know. they're all the same